The Woman in pain with a broken heart.

 Hello beautiful people , today's Blog is a story of a  particular woman, who is in pain. It's not necessary that all the woman should  relate to it or all the man are evil , no not at all men are not evil and all woman are not in pain .Its just a story of one man and one woman .So when a woman gets marry she brings many dreams as her luggage in to her new home.She never know what is ahead and what fate have decided for her but hoping for the good she joins a new journey with a man whom she don't know at all.Life moves on slowly with different incidents and new people.She is watching her surrounding and try to understand people around her so she can make them happy   and  she can adjust there easily .But time is changing and she is feeling alone .After all her efforts she is not able to convince any one of her loyalty and love. She don't stop she tries again and again every new day to make her husband fall in love with her . Alas she don't succeed , with a broken heart and eyes with tears and no sleep she wakes whole night and think what she is doing wrong what is her mistake? .After all her efforts why she is not happy and why the circumstances are not under her control.Her dreams are vanishing and just the shadow of the dreams are left in her  broken heart. At points she become numb and things around her starts to disappear. Steadily she is going to depression ,Still she is fighting with her inner and out.Days are changing in to months and months in to year but nothing is bringing her hope or prosperity. Then one day she came to know she is about to become a mother.She felt happiness and see a ray of hope .May be my child brings happiness for me as i have a reason to live now,she thinks.

She is ill ,very ill mentally and physically. She is having mood swings ,nausea ,pain and other problems.But her husband don't have the ability to understand what she is going through .He still don't understand her needs or her problems.There is no one around here who can give her some comfort or a few words of affection. At night she wakes up from sleep she is ill but she cannot tell any one she can't wake the person sleeping beside her as he don't have any interest in her agony. Many months are passed and  she is going closer to her delivery. She want to rest but she can't ,she want to sleep but she is not able to do that.

In winter's cold and silent nights she sit alone for hours crying and asking God what she have done wrong .Why she is going through all this trauma, then she thinks of her baby and that gives her some calmness but no peace.She puts her hand on her belly and feels her baby then start talking to her .Her baby is the only one who listen to her  whispers after God. She is very weak now ,having emotional break downs. She wants to eat different things but she can't tell her so called better half. She is having problem while sitting and laying down.At night when she wants to change her side she feel so much helpless .

Finally the day came when she delivers her baby.Its the most painful day of her life but now she is use to it to some extend. After many hours of intense pain , crying and howling in pain her baby comes to the world. But at this  moment she is not able to feel any happiness due to the pain .When a woman delivers a baby she feel the  pain of breaking all the bones of body at same time.Holding her baby in her arms gives her life a new motive or the only motive she have.She is stable now physically and mentally .Spending time with the baby is giving her peace, she is less depressed now .While ignoring her surroundings she is just focusing oh her life line, her love, her baby.She is a strong woman now and will become more gradually .Without knowing the future she is now on the path towards tomorrow and hoping for a better future for  the child.

While writing this i am very scared as I don't know i have done justice  or not while writing this but i have tried hard to portray the situation.   If you can relate to this blog tell me in the comment section and lets all pray for all the ladies who are going through hardships in their life.

Ameen ,,,